Looking for testimony : suicide and non fatal disability

[journaliste]

Hi,
I'm a French journalist and I'm preparing an article about disability
and suicide. I'm looking for people who are thinking about committing suicide because of a non fatal disability and who would agree to share their feelings about disability and life.
One of the aims of the article is to explain why for some people it's just not possible to deal with his/her disability and why other still prefer to live, even disabled.
Thanks a lot for your help.

[h-myself]

because people of handicaps are discriminate, because it is pissed to live with pain or to have a handycap. Thats all. I know about this situation, believe me. But it´s not my first or second problem, its on the end of the whole long list.